I have not been very good about consistently writing blog posts. My goal for this blog was to have a place to write about my journey to better health and fitness while juggling life. I haven’t been consistent because I haven’t been focused on my health, my weight, or my fitness. At all.
Several months ago, I noticed my bathroom scale was broken. I pitched it and decided that I was going to be more than a number. I worked out and ate decent* so the scale was pointless in my mind
*No I didn’t.
Out of curiosity, I stepped on the scale at my parents house and I was shocked at the number staring back at me. It showed me weighing the heaviest I have ever been as an adult. Thinking this number had to be wrong, I ordered my own scale. To my horror, it read the same number as the scale at my parents house. Unfortunately, with this new knowledge, I had to stop blaming my daughter for shrinking my clothes in the dryer and accept my current reality that I have a bit of a weight problem.
The reality is I don’t eat well at all. I eat a lot of crappy fast food because I don’t pack a lunch, I eat a lot of sugar, I partake in adult beverages more than I should, and I certainly do not work out as much as I think I do. I am stress eater and I have been feeling the pressure lately. Taking an honest assessment and a good hard look at myself was tough
I did a bit of research on the web and found that healthy range for my height is 122-164 lbs. according to the CDC. My current BMI is 35 or that is what the online calculator told me (OUCH!). I have approximately 60-75lbs to lose to be on the higher end of that range. I see this as a guideline and I would be happy even if I was over that range a bit. The photo below was at my lowest weight as an adult and above the CDC guideline. I am going to shoot for that to be my goal. I felt good at that weight and thought I looked healthy.
- I want to get into a healthy weight range and not be in the Obese BMI Category
- I want to feel better and get some nagging health issues under control
- I want to look better (and wear smaller clothes that don’t come from the plus size section).
This is my long way of saying, my give a damn is back and it starts NOW (Well tomorrow….I always start on a Monday). Welcome to my journey!